Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Joshua and the American Way (2/4/15)


Lovely Friend,

I have been on my weight loss journey for about 1 ½ months now and I have lost a total of about 9 pounds in that amount of time.  That averages to about 1 ½ pounds per week.  I am definitely on the…S…L…O…W road to weight loss, which is EXACTLY where I NEED to be!  I have heard the phrase, “God, I want you to teach me patience, and I want you to teach me, right now!”  Oh, how this pertains to my attitude about weight loss!  In my head I was, “God, I want to lose weight, and I want to lose it, right now!”  But the thing about “right now” is that no habits change.  There is no leaning on God.  There is no dealing with those deeply rooted emotions that are tied to food.  So, I am taking the hard way, the slow way.  I am rebelling against the American way and leaning into Joshua!

Last week, as I was driving (The Holy Spirit knows he can grab a few quiet minutes with me in the car!), the Holy Spirit spoke to my spirit about a scripture in Joshua.  This was a scripture that I knew all too well.  It is one that I dare admit that I even overlooked and had gotten to familiar with.  The phrase that the Spirit of the Lord deposited into me was “As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.” (Joshua 24:15)  At that moment, this phrase took on a new meaning to me!  This phrase became my health cry! “ As for me, and my house, we will serve the Lord [in our health and eating habits].”  This revelation was HUGE for me!

As a Christian, I am supposed to stand out in everything that I do, not in a judgmental way, but rather, in a way that screams “She MUST know Jesus!”  So far, my eating habits have been so far from the way that the Lord would have me live!  But, the beauty about the revelation was that it did not make me feel guilty or horrible about myself.  My friends, this is not the way that our Savior works!  It was more like an “ah-ha” moment for me.  It was like “God, wow!  You have designed our bodies and you have designed the food that would make them function well.  You created the food that would prevent diseases and suffering from them.  You are awesome, my God!”  I love the way that my Savior so tenderly redirects my path so that He can save me (often from myself.)
 
Giving it my all,
Jess


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